Reality Check!

Kyle and I have been talking about getting more serious in our walk with God. We started doing some research for a devotional that we'd want to do together. During out search, I thought "I can't take my Bible to work, what will people think/say." As if this is some kind of new revelation to me. I grew up in a Christian home. I know what it's like to be teased/questioned/misunderstood. I remember being ashamed of myself for thinking that way. I was torn between what others would think of me and what God would think of me.

A few days later, I happened to be talking to a co-worker (kind of invading the desk of another) and noticed a little plaque with a Bible verse on it. I thought it was really awesome to see it until I looked right next to the plaque and saw something even more "horrifying." This little book that looked just like a Bible. I was actually pretty sure it WAS a Bible. How could this be? A Bible, on a desk, in plain sight, at work, surrounded by non-believers. In that instant, I became not only horrified, but extremely ashamed of myself. Not even a week before I had been worried what people would think if I had a bible at my desk (or God forbid, actually read it at work) and here was this co-worker, displaying my very fear for all to see. I pointed it out and told him that he inspired me. He was very taken back and surprised and reminded me that I have the word permanently inked on my body, which just so happens to go with me everywhere (although sometimes I think my mind forgets to follow). How could I be ashamed to read or display the word on my desk when I wear it on my person, daily? Good question!

I needed that reality check! I needed that slap in the face! I needed that gracious reminder! Not only am I a walking testimony, but even if I wasn't, it is not for me to worry what others think. In the grand scheme of things, being worried what others think of me is one of the most trivial things I could possibly worry about.

So, whether you're a believer or not, here is what you need to take away from this. I don't mean to be redundant but, BE YOURSELF! Stop worrying about so many of the trivial things that are going on in your life, especially the ones that you can't control. Focus on what's important or you will lose sight of it.